Words

There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,

there is a rapture on the lonely shore,

there is society where none intrudes,

by the deep sea, and music in its roar:

I love not Man the less, but Nature more ...

- Lord Byron

all my imperfections

I am full of problems, which are of course all my fault. I know that I am able to make them disappear. But you know doing something is always a lot harder than fantasize about. So here is list of everything I hate about myself:
1. being obese
2. easy to distract
3. daydreaming all the time
4. being able to sleep for days/weeks/months
5. not being able to sing
6. having bad/weird articulation
7. being lazy
8. being unsociable
9. having bad memory
10. daydreaming (once again)
11. not being able to concentrate to study
12. always having cold arms and legs
13. selfhurting
14. addicted to food, internet, TV
15. hating all the people
16. not being able to live without people
17. unconfident about myself
18. wanting some attention but not being exposed
19. always blushing when in the centre of attention, or just speaking

And the list could go on and on ... So the things written above will be the main topics of this blog. Have I heard egocentric? You are right. If you do not like it just leave the page, OK?

Distractions

oh oh sweet child of mine...

I hate distractions. Everything around me catches my attention and I get lost in dreaming, thinking, smiling ... Even I am distraction to myself. If I think once again then I could say there aren't any distractions in the world - if you are able to ignore them. Well, I'm not that person. You can get my full attention in a second no matter what the thing is about. So, I must have some problem in my head or something ... because this isn't normal.

Why am I writing this after all? I should be studying for my finals but as you can see, I'm not doing any good at the moment. It's not only my fault - there's some event going on in the neighbourhood and they are playing this lound music. It started around nine in the morning. Untill now I've heard sweet child of mine for 3 times. They really should be more carefull with the playlist. But the girl sings really good though, and music is accurate. Just the drums are a little bit too loud.

Yeah, lost the topic again. I will try to study, because they just finished. Maybe they're just having a break.

Anyway. The song is just legendary! But it's starting pissing me off.